integrity...do u got it?

Integrity
so how many times this week did people prove to me that integrity is dead?
Let's see first there is my so called bf and Maid of Honor for my upcoming wedding
(if it happens) who is always making than breaking plans with me. This week it was I am going to stop by after I drop my son at daycare. So I get up earlier than I had too I sent her an email and her response was she probably couldn't make it because she was on call at work. Shit happens, true! But last year this scenario happened probably once a week x 52 weeks in a year= you get the picture.
But the sad fact is she is my closest friend right now as most of my other friends have moved far away or also have kids and husband and mortgages and don't have the time for me.
My best option is probably to tell her straight that I am fed up but then that could cause problems. I have told her before that I always feel left behind and she always apologizes and says she won't do it again but lo and behold it always happens. Integrity
I go to the doctor because I have been throwing up daily for a few years (see a previous post) and she said someone will call me asap to get me an appt with a specialist..well 5 days came and went so I guess I will have to call and get on their asses about it. Integrity
you read the other post about my fiancé and his proline issues, integrity!!

people be part of the solution, in the olden days people gave their word and they meant it. Frig a handshake stood up as a legally binding contract. You don't get that anymore. People are too fuckin self absorbed. So when you tell someone you are going to do something do it! Otherwise don't even say it.

The other day at work I offered to do something and after I thought “man, why did I volunteer that?” but you know what? Too bad, I made a commitment and I kept it. That's INTEGRITY!!1